Its one of the times in life where things are fuzzy.

Ideas are fuzzy, places, people and energy....... At one time in my life I called times like this depression, now I see it as emptiness. Emptiness is seeing this energy as a good thing because it allows amazing space for something new and refreshing to come in and thrive.

Only time will tell, The yogi would say that when you are board and feeling alone that is when you are closest to god, when there was one it felt the deep need to expand and a vibration created two and the universe was born.